A rest for a longer journey ahead

A time to catch up on lost sleep, lost tutorials, forgotten knowledge. Lost links also ?

I wonder how many more of such rest lies ahead of my life. Perhaps a lot more during these years of schooling. Perhaps less. Have to see what lies ahead of me, and if i choose to let them cross paths with me.

People always say a rest for a longer journey. Weariness spoils the body and the mind. Maybe i am tired already. For lack of a better word, just tired. Not from work, not from anything else. But simply, tired because of the lack of drive in my current direction. Am I really resting for a longer journey in this direction because of "the endless tutorials, lectures, labs, travelling, yadda yadda" ?

I've always questioned myself: What do i look forward to?

Bleah. Just easier to continue what i am doing. Just easier to hide in my turtle shell, feel dejected, feel lousy, feel the failure.

Just my serious lack of self confidence acting up once again. And the procrastination that comes along as a package. Double whammy. Double Combo.

Rest. A time to research. Re-Search Myself.

Left. Straight. Right. and a new pair of earphones

*clears cobwebs
Yes yes yes oh well someone seems to be still so energetic after all the cycling and manage to update his blog(ok straight, left, right whatever)

Some bo liao stuff to talk about


Notice the size irregularity of the two earbuds. Sian i lost my mid-sized one. need to get a new IEM already. and the discolouration of the thing.

Busy,busy, and busy

I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!

ok to summarise,

1) The dreaded SS test is tml. No surprises as to whether i had prepared for it or not.
2) German quiz is tml too!
3) Didn't touch the tut that were intended for this week
4) Don't understand what Jay-in Jay-out is talking about

And therefore which comes to my next point:

5) I am procrastinating and leaving everything to recess week. Yippie.

And for now, back to staring at my ss notes.
( and i am typing this on the 4 days old T400. :) )

Evalution of my current life

1) Still watch anime/jdoramas regularly. At least an hour a day regardless of how busy/how much work i have.
2) If in school, go to Lectures/Tutorials ( often late ), listen to what the tutors/lecturers had to say (withholding that part of understanding), zhao off to next lecture/tutorial/home/makan/ and occasionally library!
3) Talking about in school, sticks with KS for 2 days of the week ( Monday,Wednesday ),chee and derr(tuesday, or maybe thursday), Foolscrap gang(the rest, more of convenience rather than choice..sadly.)

/me doesn't feel any attachment to nus. Mostly hi-bye acquaintances/talk-cock ppl. =(
/me is bored.
4) Library is a good place to sleep.......and mug. Very condusive. (they should open it 24 hrs. in that way i seriously comtemplate myself staying over in the library and have a 36 or 48hr marathon study session. Anyone wants to join me? Of course i need that damn T400)
5)Look at how bored i am



6) Guess i need a cca.
7) Currently training for stan chart. I need to somehow run at least 30km one shot before 7.12.08. Current max mileage: 5.6 km. Woot
8) And ippt is 25 days away
9) AND I NEED TO MUG now. bye

auf wiedersehen,
yk