Monday, September 20, 2010

pissed

damn pissed. why people just refuse to confirm their attendance.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

HOORAY HOORAY

Hooray hooray. 1 less thing about sep to worry about since mapping is more or less done. Gave up trying to take lessons in german. Kinda disappointed but relieved at the same time.

Kinda want to think less but in the end i end up 胡思乱想 even more. -_-

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

SEP o SEP

"even the basic German you would learn in a course would not be sufficient to communicate properly in an academic environment."

this sentence pwned my SEP mapping. Realistically, I was afraid of this happening but for the mapping to be shot down at such an early stage, it might be a blessing in disguise.

Regardlessly, still feel very very demoralised so far....How to map......Sigh.

I guess 船到桥头自然直 ? Hopefully everything will be fine when i go over and the experience will much much compensate for the whatever sacrifice I've made....

Sunday, September 5, 2010

The half-an-year update

Woohoo it is another regular biannually maintenance of this site. I've even forgotten the URL of my blog.

Anyway, nothing much gets done nowadays, school work wise. Can't seem to focus on my priorities, keeping thinking about stuff not related to school work. I dread going to lectures, listening to them, doing tutorials and (god-forbid) lab reports. Now I have no idea why all that is going on, probably too much going on in my head. Probably too much useless thoughts recycling itself.

I get the sense of accomplishment from finishing a piece of work, but the feeling of not being able to share it with someone else sucks.

I realised, upon reading my earlier entries, I complain a lot. Guess I have either 1) grown older and wiser 2) Lowered my expectations. Or perhaps as one grow older, you seem to 看开 more and treasure more. I hope I am not too late in realising that.....

I promise to update more often!!!!!!